On 12th(s). and 18th.
with change comes a different step i could not love, yet without change comes the same step i so loved but could not.
it is 6 days after what could have been a third year. and i am sorry, because i had no patience to wait. i had no patience, because i felt that wait would bring about nothingness.
i hugged pinkstar, grumpybear, bigheart, fishball one last time this morning, your scent distant but familiar. stashed them along with five boxes of things, things which bear snippets of your soul, and hid them where i would never see them again. the lock was cold, an unfitting guardian but it was the best i could do. the keys, warm and wet, would find their separate ways to more worthy ministering angels.
i wish you happiness. from the bottom of my heart.
not everyone heals as fast as me, thats only because i am a great pretender.
i will heal now, for i love another.
it is 6 days after what could have been a third year. and i am sorry, because i had no patience to wait. i had no patience, because i felt that wait would bring about nothingness.
i hugged pinkstar, grumpybear, bigheart, fishball one last time this morning, your scent distant but familiar. stashed them along with five boxes of things, things which bear snippets of your soul, and hid them where i would never see them again. the lock was cold, an unfitting guardian but it was the best i could do. the keys, warm and wet, would find their separate ways to more worthy ministering angels.
i wish you happiness. from the bottom of my heart.
not everyone heals as fast as me, thats only because i am a great pretender.
i will heal now, for i love another.
posted by the voices that spoke in my head at 8:50 PM
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